Wednesday, November 2, 2011

STUPID, STUPID "ONE-DERLAND"'s been a while since I've blogged. I kept postponing thinking that my next blog would be titled "Welcome to One-derland". For all of my skinny peeps, you may not understand that "one-derland" is a HUGE goal for us chubby bunnies. It is the heavenly moment, angels singing hallelujah, when you step on the scale and see a 1 at the beginning of your weight instead of a 2 or higher. Now don't get me wrong, I am not disappointed with my weight loss. I have lost a total of 83.4 pounds, and you're daggum right I'm gonna give myself credit for that .4 pounds. For those of you mathematicians, like myself, that puts my current weight at 201.6. I first hit this 201.6 weight on October 18th. The last 15 days since that moment, I have fluctuated all the way back up to 205 to finally be back down to 201.6 this morning. GGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR!

I want that "one-derland" goal SOOOOOOO bad that I can taste it. So then I must ask myself, why am I not trying harder. I have to admit, in this public forum, that I HATE exercise. I mean, I hate it like I hate the devil. I don't mind getting out and riding bikes with Destiny but the thought of going to the gym to walk on the treadmill or the elliptical makes me wanna throw up. UUUGGGHHH!!! I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that if I could overcome my hatred for exercise, that my weight loss would be a lot faster because I am doing a good job with food. Yes, I am snacking a little but I'm keeping it to string cheese or yogurt and the occasional candy (like today when I ate 4 or 5 pieces.......STUPID halloween candy).

So for now, I am going to continue to do what I know to do with food and do my best to PUSH myself to more exercise. As bad as I hate it, my health depends on it. And come hell or high water, I will make it to one-derland, hopefully within the next week or so. 

1 comment:

  1. Hey Sandy! It's funny reading blogs today, how many of us were tempted by our kids' Halloween candy. Onederland will come soon enough.

    I think we may live near each me if you ever want an exercise buddy. I love to do it and maybe I can motivate you?